Thursday, November 26, 2009

"Like glass, I'm clear, almost like you can see right through me"
-Jennifer Hudson, Invisible

What I'm Wearing:
Vintage Fur Coat, Alexander McQueen Skull Scarf, Topshop Black MiniDress, Babooshka Leggings (You can buy them from Spanish Moss Vintage or the Babooshka online store), Urban Outfitter Boots, H&M Hat and Balenciaga Bag.

(I love this, not entirely sure why)

I've delved into something malicious recently; a state of mind that won't lift, but has sunken down into...well, im not sure, what, exactly. But this happens once in a while, I stumble into some sort of self-pity induced vortex, where I spiral down, down, downwards. And then burst into a frenzy of extreme emotion. After a while, the mood cracks and bursts back into happiness. And then, I'm fine. Fine. Again.

Maybe its just hormonal. Maybe I'm actually going crazy. Either way, I'm dragging my lameass home for the weekend(Spain) to get over myself. I think family & real food & sunshine are pretty much all I need to get back to normal Audrey mode. Plus I'm excited to see my dogs.

Tonight I'm having a carb-fest of a meal at the cosiest restaurant in Durham.
Plus a few couple glasses of wine. And then tomorrow, I'll be at the airport/on an airplane. Hopefully shaking off this awful mood.

xxx

48 comments:

young-shields said...

awesome coat, miss. chin up! claire x

nikky said...

you look great in that coat & scarf...

feel better!

coy colleen said...

we all have those roller coaster moments. but hey, on the bright side you look damn good & that fur coat is stunning

la petite fashionista said...

no worries audrey! things will get better.. enjoy your time at home. (im home right now too and it really does help place things in perspective)

Victoria said...

Don't b sad. You r beautiful inside and out. Keep smiling!

Your updates really cheer me up.xxx

Anonymous said...

You're just too cool Audrey! I was wondering if you were part Spanish??? Or do your family just live there?? Anyways have a niceeee time in España!!! XXX

kathryn-louisa said...

Hope you feel better soon, I'm pretty sure a trip to Spain would lift me out of a bad mood and sometimes you just need your home comforts to get you feeling like yourself again :)

x

Anneliese said...

I love what you're wearing in this post - absolutely gorgeous.

Also, I get that whole emotional self-pity thing too. Hope you feel better soon!

xox

Bostonista said...

I have the same problem. I spiral down and live in muck for a while and then I either geniunely feel better or else I trick myself into feeling better and then I'm fine again. I'm there for you!
Also, I'm obsessed with that fur coat. I'd like to come to your house and steal it!
:)
xoxo

Lions, Tigers and Fashion OH MY! said...

love the vintage jacket!

xoxo

Kelly

Ilse said...

ooh love this outfit on you! you look fabulous in your coat and these extraordinarily cool leggings! you go girl!

Amela<3 said...

Wish you luck with shaking op your awefull mood. Love your outfit, by the way. Specially scarf and the fur coat.

With love,

Anonymous said...

Isa Wannabe,you steal her writing sooo much.

EIGHT LONDON said...

Looking fab as always, love all your fuzzy coats.

Hope you're feeling better soon xx

Karoline said...

You look like a rock star! Awesome coat;)

Emilie said...

wow!
Amazing outfit!
Love the fur coat, the scarf, the hat, the Balenciage bag, the boots...EVERYTHING girl!
You look great!
x
Emilie

maria.maliki said...

great photos

jayne said...

hope you feel better, in the meantime your outfit is so glam and the black & white makes it extra dramatic

charlotte lucy said...

Im the same...am preparing to get my train home as i type this

xxx

ghost said...

cheer up sweetheart, girls aren't pretty when they frown.

what camera are you using? your shots seem different the last few posts.

frances said...

you major silly. why have i not seen these leggings? they're aces xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kate said...

the fur coat is amazing. love it.

http://fashion-state-of-mind.blogspot.com/

Peeptoes said...

super cool photos!
love the boots and fur coat!
gorgeous!
xoxo

Isabella said...

Love the coat!

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The Fashion Tape said...

I love the quality that your delicous furs exude, and with your trailing ahir, I can't help but be reminded of some dustty 60s club.
Hope your sorted out soon, I find that melacholy often catches me at the oddest of moments, like in a party or club and I just need to sleep for days, and go to old beaches and old art galleries to ease it.
Sorry this is long and pointless,
H
xxxx

Anonymous said...

apparently you are a psycho.
like actually crazy.
at least thats what durham peeps are saying. control yourself. schizo. stop screwing your life up ya.

Anonymous said...

just drink more.
thats all you ever i see you do in durham. clutching a drink, laughing hysterically. and then smoking. and always with that BOY. you two together are unbearable. actually, quite disgusting.

Anonymous said...

fat
fat
fat legs

threadsence said...

awesome coat!!

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Anonymous said...

Unless we are comparing her to a string bean, she clearly does not have fat legs. There's no point being vicious if we can all see what you're saying isn't true!

claulovesfashion said...

OMG! iLOVE LOVE LOVE UR OUTFiT!!!!! THE COATTTT..WOOo!

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ariela♥ said...

love your coat! have fun in spain !

xx

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coralie said...

Nice coat!
I'm going to show mine in a few days!
xoxo
Coralie from Paris

CMA said...

GORGEOUS darling
love the look as always
thanks for sharing

-cma
check out my blog @
cosmicaroline.blogspot.com

Nina said...

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Hello from Manila!

Nina

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Anonymous said...

.YUM.

Sophie Louise said...

Chin up, and get better! You look fabulous as always, even when your not in the best of moods!

xxxxxxxx

Valencia Lia said...

love love your furry coat with those leggings!! I've got her harem pants and i always love it:)

Have to get her this pair of leggings too now<3

Daphne said...

Chin up! I hope you enjoyed your weekend. I used to feel the same when I was at university, don't let anyone trick you into thinking it's easy. Stupid people don't help either, you are clearly talented, so keep going.
xx

ww.bellinisatbrowns.blogspot.com

Jen said...

No mention of your Grazia 'Style Hunter' appearance? If its not you, it's your identical twin I swear. I would be yelling from the rooftops!
Keep up the posts. x

Alex Dom said...

lovely outfit post!

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Anonymous said...

so you pretty much just said how absolutely horrible you are feeling
and then all these people start jumping down your throat calling you fat and crazy?
thats real lovely guys

Anonymous said...

audrey....er...those photos are amazing. cant wait to see you. and this website is the best way to spend my time at 2.50am.

Anonymous said...

that was from danielle by the way. x

ilovejackets said...

Really cool look, I love how you wear the fur jacket, you have such style!

Anonymous said...

Wow! Your fur coat looks amazing.

Enterrement de vie de jeune fille Paris said...

Super manteau et tes photos en noir et blanc elles déchirent

Karine